Monday, May 04, 2015

Conscious Choices

I'm struggling.

I find from Monday's first class until Thursday evening I seem to be able to keep it all together.
I have moments of grief, of sorrow, yet on average I'm Ok.  I can put myself off to the side and do my job.

I breath into the spaces.  I use all of the techniques available to me:  Reiki, Ho'oponopono, pranayama, NLP, EFT ... you get the idea.

Then the weekend comes. 

After my last client leaves I seem to not be able to keep it together at all.  I fall into a space of grieving and can't pull out of it.  It is one of those things that I'm fine for awhile then it's like a tsunami comes in and knocks me over.

I look forward to the time when I feel the Phoenix rising; but right now I feel like I'm still down in the ashes (no cremation pun intended there).

Ah Davey... how the hell did we get here?

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