I'm struggling.
I find from Monday's first class until Thursday evening I seem to be able to keep it all together.
I have moments of grief, of sorrow, yet on average I'm Ok. I can put myself off to the side and do my job.
I breath into the spaces. I use all of the techniques available to me: Reiki, Ho'oponopono, pranayama, NLP, EFT ... you get the idea.
Then the weekend comes.
After my last client leaves I seem to not be able to keep it together at all. I fall into a space of grieving and can't pull out of it. It is one of those things that I'm fine for awhile then it's like a tsunami comes in and knocks me over.
I look forward to the time when I feel the Phoenix rising; but right now I feel like I'm still down in the ashes (no cremation pun intended there).
Ah Davey... how the hell did we get here?
I find from Monday's first class until Thursday evening I seem to be able to keep it all together.
I have moments of grief, of sorrow, yet on average I'm Ok. I can put myself off to the side and do my job.
I breath into the spaces. I use all of the techniques available to me: Reiki, Ho'oponopono, pranayama, NLP, EFT ... you get the idea.
Then the weekend comes.
After my last client leaves I seem to not be able to keep it together at all. I fall into a space of grieving and can't pull out of it. It is one of those things that I'm fine for awhile then it's like a tsunami comes in and knocks me over.
I look forward to the time when I feel the Phoenix rising; but right now I feel like I'm still down in the ashes (no cremation pun intended there).
Ah Davey... how the hell did we get here?
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